She told me today that she’s dead set on going on a lunch date/dinner date with her ex to see how she and I feel. Even though she said she won’t be doing anything on the first date, she’s going to be wearing lingerie underneath her clothes that I will pick and a remote Lovense vibe for me to control while she’s on the date. She’s also locked me up probably until her date happens.

She will be wearing the key around her neck. Even tho she doesnt want him to know that im aware she’s almost 100% he won’t have any idea of what the key means. Even more because it’s one of those heart shaped keys that kind of disguises it. And he was never that kinky in the bedroom anyway. She will also have a fresh pack of magnum condoms since that what she used to buy him when they were together.

I think she’s mostly doing all this to fuck with my head and really push the boundaries to see how far we are willing to go. And even though I believe she won’t do anything on her first date, it sounds like she’s ready to go at any moment. I’m still not sure how to feel about all of it. It’s all happened so quickly out of nowhere after years of role playing it.