So my gf just went on a week long cruise with her family to Mexico. Her birthday is next week so this was technically her family’s gift to her/ winter break holiday vacation. She’s cucked me before but I have always been present, I came to tell her I didn’t like it very much but she tells me how it turns her on so much having me sit and watch her that she has the most intense orgasms while looking at me so i kept doing so to please her. before she left she told me she’s going to find someone to fill her up bc she can’t go without birthday sex. Her bday isn’t until the 17th so she’s probably going to try to find someone before and continue fucking him throughout the trip. She told me I’m going to have to get used to just getting random videos of her getting railed throughout the day but that’s only if she can find someone, which I’m sure she’ll have no problem in doing so. I’m pretty nervous as I don’t rlly want her to go through with any of this but I know if I deny her she’ll only dislike me more. I’ve been told writing out how I feel helps with the nerves so here I am, lmk if yall wanna see more of my slut gf