Last year I broke up with my ex but we still stayed friends. After awhile, she started hooking up with guys from tinder and school. While we were together, she wouldn’t really suck my dick but she would tell me about how this one guy made her suck his dick and how he held her face on his dick while he came inside her mouth. when she told me about it, i got jealous and she noticed and stopped talking about it but i also got turned on. the idea of her giving to another guy what i wanted made me feel so pathetic. a few weeks later we were talking about threesomes and I brought up the idea of me watching while she was getting fucked by another guy and she took it a step further by telling me that she’ll make me watch with my hands tied while she fucks another guy. idk why but that turned me on so much. we haven’t talked about it since then but i haven’t been able to get my mind off of it