Over the last 6 months, I have become hooked on the idea of eating my wife's creampie. I'm not sure what exactly the appeal is - the taboo of it, or as I suspect something much deeper on a more primal level.

I look her in the eyes as we gently make love, and whisper how I want to eat her fresh creampie pussy.

"I wish I could be turned on jerking off, and you just walk in with a freshly cummed pussy for me to eat..."

On separate occasions I have led her through fantasies... Her cumming on my cock with my fingers gently playing in her arse, as I get her to imagine that she is being fucked by another man from behind. I've read this kind of thing dozens of times on this sub, but imagine actually doing that.

This isn't just some stranger, it's my wife - the woman that I married. The one who I have taken as my life partner, and the only pussy that I have opted to have for the rest of our lives. I've made that commitment.

I have started to have her imagine other men fucking her as she cums.

The seeds are planted, so when I ask how she could make the creampie possible for me to enjoy, I'm secretly desperate for her to make that leap herself and reply "I could have my pussy filled by another man for you". Secretly desperate, but anxious, and thrilled, and embarrassed, and incredibly horny - all rolled into one.

I fucked her gently as I said it, "I want to be turned on having not cum yet, but have you come and sit on my face..."

My cock began to throb, and my balls tightened as I held back - "Don't move! I'm so close thinking about your cum filled pussy!"

She playfully wiggles her hips with a wicked grin, teasing me with "If you cum in me, then you have to eat it..."

I hit that point of no return, but manage to squeeze and pull back so that I don't orgasm, but we both feel my cock throb a couple of times as my cum gently oozes from my cock into her.

"Mmmm I can feel that" she says, and I try to detect if I am still horny, or have lost all desire.

I gently pull out, and kiss down her body to her pussy. It looks a bit wet with my load being mainly inside her, and I am physically thrilled to feel that my dick is still hard and keen.

I imagine in that moment that she has just returned to me - the warm load from another man still fresh inside her.

My wife, laying under me - fucked and pleasured by another man, her cum still coating his cock. I imagine how they would have kissed, and how wet she became as she anticipated his hard cock penetrating her.

My wife, whose whole body I know so well, now known intimately by another man who has used her for his pleasure and release.

I looked up at her, and said "Sit on my face, and feed me your creampie." She asks if I'm sure, and pauses briefly before pushing herself up and lifting her leg over into a 69.

I tell her not to bother touching my cock, as I want her to focus on my mouth, and I don't want tipping over into a full orgasm yet.

As her legs opened I notice how I'm rock hard - I am 100% turned on and want this. I smell the sweet musk of her asshole, as I part her lips with my mouth.

I know I'm not a cuck, but for that 10 minutes I felt like one. I licked, and sucked away at my wife's beautiful cum filled pussy.