I have been turned down by every person I liked except one. (I explain about the one girl that didn’t turn me down here) She liked me and I had liked her before so I thought the feelings would come back. So we started dating and like a week and a half later I was in a Xbox party with my online friend and I was telling him i’m not 100% sure that I like her. Then a few minutes later I got a notification saying that she left the party which means she heard everything. I felt like a dick but then not even a fucking hour later she starts dating my best friend (explanation over)

It’s just so depressing being turned down. And what makes it worse is my main focus for the past ~3 years at has been to get literally anyone that I to like me but that never happens. And the kicker is that I know i’m not ugly, i’m pretty average looking and most people at my school like me socially and it’s just so fucking sad to constantly try and never know what your doing wrong even after improving off of past experiences. Im just hopeless at this point