So, to get the context, I'm a 15 years old boy "crushing" (I'd say deeply in love) with my friend, who is a boy. He's the reason I get up every morning, he's the reason I come to school, stay in good shape, be nice to everyone, have good grades, be nice with my parents, not falling in depression, anyways all of the things I do are in order to continue to see him.

When I see him, no matter when or where, why or with who, he will still be the most beautiful person to ever exist. When I hear his voice, my hearts beats like ever. Whenever he touches me, a feeling of happiness grows in my whole body, making me "blush" (that's what my friends say). Whenever we can do something, even for the smallest thing like walking, I become the most excited person on Earth. Everytime I see him after a long period of time, it's like I'm falling in love with him again.

Anyways, I love him.

So all I want to know is if I'm being "over loving" (?), if it's obsession, anyways if it's normal.

Thanks and sorry for my bad English :D