Every time I see my office crush, I lose the next few seconds. When she speaks to me, forget it - I am DONE. She is just so insanely charming, so cute, hot, sweet. Uggg.

This has been going on for so long. I both need the level of intoxication I get from her to chill, and also don’t want it to stop. The hardest part (besides not being able to function) is that I want to hold her and kiss her so bad and know that I probably will never get to.

Plus, and here’s the kicker, I’m married and she’s married - probably should have mentioned that earlier. I have been judged on here for that fact but it’s something that happened. I wasn’t looking for this, she happened to me. Honestly, I can’t help it. I’m just crazy over her and had to vent to try to keep some sanity.