So, I started slipping in chocolate into the bag of my work crush. And I can't help staring at her all the time.

Recently, we kinda interact more and it just make it worse. So, I built up courage, write a speech and practise it the whole day. I had the chance so many time and I keep Choking. Once we were both alone in a break room and I mutter up whatever left of my courage and hands her the chocolate (which is the same as the one I slipped in her bag and it's unique), she was confused and ask where I get it from and if it's from company. Well, interaction was awkward and confusing. But at least she know they are from me.

So, that's it, nothing else frigging came out of my mouth. Dang it! I slap myself in restroom. I waited for her to get work off from the car. I finish 10m early and yet she finish 10m late. And she was talking with her friends near her car for 10m. Again, my stupid social anxiety won't let me go out of the car. Instead I just realise I have been staring the whole time like a creep. Now I have to wait 2 days to see her again because my stupid ass can't talk to her.

Can you guys help me with how to get over this social anxiety!? How do I boost my courage and confidence? It really is frustrating and I feel so weak and worthless.