I (M35) am completely motivated and driven by my kink to cheat on my loyal wife (F29) with other women. I know it makes me a bad person. I'm a pretty successful man relatively, but I find a lot of my motivation for success is to provide for my wife, while still being able to have separate accounts for secret hotel bookings.

I have a secret set up in my office at work. Separate phone with dating apps and Reddit. I have met several women off of dating apps, and a couple off of Reddit. We have met up when I'm supposed to be "working". Even though I tell them up front some of the women claim to not have realized I was married, after we meet (before sex) but I think this is an excuse, because they act surprised and a bit appalled at first but so far they have all still ended up going through with it. Some of them even seem to be turned on by it even more once my dick is inside them. "Fuck me with that married cock", which I have realized turns me on even more.

I know it makes me a sinner... but I can't and won't stop seeking out women on Apps, or Reddit or otherwise... especially married ones. ;)