I, (25,f) fucked my (25,m) friend from high school behind my boyfriend (28m), & my friend's girlfriend (26f).

we'll call him P; i've known P since i was 16. we had mutual friends, i was dating his best friend. we never hooked up in high school, & i actually ghosted him after he broke up with one of my friends. we didn't speak for years, til maybe a year ago? just randomly messaged our old group chat. i hung out with him, with a friend the first few times. then i met his girlfriend, so he, my partner & i, & his girlfriend would all go out.

one night i noticed P staring at me, more than usual. his eyes looking me up & down & smirking. when he & his girlfriend left my boyfriend & my apartment, he texted me letting me know they got home safely. however he wasn't texting as he usually did, he was using emojis & told me to let him know when WE could get drinks & hang out.

i wasted no time, P & i hung out roughly 4 days later. nothing happened- we just made out & then he drove me home from the bar. not even 3 days later he's back at my apartment while my boyfriend is at work. he's kissing me, telling me he loves my eyes, & is inside me. he knew my boyfriend in high school too- i don't know if he has regrets. all i know is when he fucked me on our bed, he moaned into my ear how glad he was to be in me.

my boyfriend got home an hour later, P already long gone. he had no idea.

P comes over on friday & i can't wait.