There has been some request for more details. Not sure exactly what to share but below are some other aspects. Feel free to message if you want more.

So if I had other to do over again I would have waited longer to confront her but since a mutual friend is the one who told me I felt I had to eventually say something. So one night she came home late and it all came out. I told her I was hurt all that stuff. She cried and promised to never do it again. Yada yada. There was part of me that was definitely hurt but more of me that wanted it. I didn’t Ben know the ten cuck at that time. I just knew. That each night I wanted to search her phone for anything I could her off to.

I told her if we were to move on and I could forgive her I needed to know all the details. Everything they had done no detail left out. I also wanted her to confess anything else she had done while we were together. She didn’t understand that at first but she started telling me and of course I started to get hard and I would want her to be on top while she told me and she would be soaking wet. It became cheat to her pretty soon that I was enjoying hearing what a slut she had been(and still is)