so some background, i used to be a popular cam model over a decade ago, retired for about 8 years, opened an OF jan 2023 &got a huge initial interest by folx who remembered me?

i totally mismanaged it, went offline the following summer, came back, was super inconsistent until jan 2024, took it seriously for a few months &saw immediate results, left again for the summer & just got back from another uh, 6 month hiatus?

ive got 5 subs rn (bless em) &a few who seem to pop back every few months? i kinda want to change my name to something entirely different, and shift my content towards art & being incredibly bizarre?

at this point im kind of like, fuck it, trying to emulate trends and what's considered "sexy" or thirst trappy is exhausting and i think id be a lot more fulfilled by this if i was pumping out content i actually want to make? not to say there won't be a sensual aspect, it'll just be uh, strange haha idk, think strange costumes/props/green screens/ &dialogue (&using a very normal dildo for very normal jerkin because OF is a prude, maybe ill open a fansly or a LF?)

might do it regardless of the feedback, but i also desperately need validation that im not fucking up my whole life by changing some usernames and posting some weird lil photoshops. maybe??? i open 1 account per platform with the new name & let er rip? or just plunge it, change my IG&TT handles, get weird wit it? or keep the handles and give myself a lil stage name? thank you for reading, i love you

EDIT TO ADD: BONUS QUESTION: ive got a paid page priced at $13.12 &while i very much enjoy having that lil reminder, i also get mixed feelings about monetizing a political belief, &also softly anxious that it could deter potential custies? it was 13.37 before, now would probably be the primo time to change it, hey?