I don’t know, to be honest, it’s just been weird while playing Ultimate. This is something that I would think about nonstop as I go through and rewatch full replays of playing.

Back then, I felt as if whenever I won a game, it’d probably be prominently focused on me getting lucky at the last second. Is this a terrible idea to think about mentally?

Now don’t get me wrong, I’m working hard every day to improve my output towards the game and I’m seeing genuine results that I can say I’m truly proud of.

But at times, I still think that maybe something that went right in the game in my favor that should have gone wrong instead.

I just want an honest opinion on what others have to say.