I have always known I liked older women but as of now I really dont know where to look or even how to converse with an older woman with the intent of starting a relationship, firstly I feel like dating apps dont work because I can never get a match (it might be because im a bit emo tbh and I feel like it might be a turn off for some older women) and I also feel like I cant really show my maturity through a screen. im old enough to go to bars where im from but I wouldn't know where to look because im very new and also im a really shy person and its hard for me to socialize especially in a bar: ( it just sucks because I know deep inside that I have an old soul and would love to spend the rest of my life with the right person but I feel like I cant even get the chance.. any advice? (m19) (btw i really dont have a preferred age range as i find beauty in anyone and personality is more important than anything for me)