I had a crush on an older woman in her late 40s on another site for a while. When I finally reached out to her, she was attracted to me on the spot. She said I was beautiful and enjoyed my intellect. I geeked out like a middle school girl when we were exchanging texts. She was loving everything about me and wanting to know more about me. But then our bond quickly went sour when she brought up if I desired her sexually. I told her I did and even saved some of her photos to my phone. She was blushing until I accidentally mentioned they were saved in an explicit folder. She was very upset by that because she didn't like her photos being treated as smut and being in the same folder as other women. She was not okay with me possessing a collection of explicit content because then she can't trust that I'll be loyal only to her. I guess I understand where she is coming from. But then again, we weren't dating and only talked like this for less than half a day. I promised her I wouldn't need porn if I had her. Of course I simped and tried to apologize, but now she's ghosting me. But she isn't blocking me as every message I sent was marked as read. (That was immature on my part to keep blowing up the inbox when I wouldn't get a response.) Still, how can a cougar get so excited about a younger man and quickly lose interest over one bad thing? Or maybe I am in the wrong here.