I'm in my mid-40s, and my boyfriend mid 30s, he has been grappling with major depression disorder since childhood. Despite graduating last December, he's lost motivation and holds a pessimistic view of life. He's hesitant to work, believing it's a monotonous cycle leading to a meaningless existence. Despite his privileges and opportunities, he prefers a relaxed lifestyle, playing video games and planning trips with his savings. He has suicidal ideation, but he's under professional care. Our relationship is strained due to his inactivity, and I find myself pushing him toward improvement, causing resentment. Recently, I discovered he's seeking escapes and engaging in questionable sexual online behavior. I'm torn between love and frustration, seeking advice on how to navigate this challenging situation after 2.5 years of happiness.