So this is a story from about five or six years ago. But it’s when I first discovered that I liked this kind of thing. I held my poop and got super high. Then I started masturbating to porn of men pooping their pants. At this point, I had to go so bad. I was only wearing my underwear. So as I rubbed myself I started to push a little bit. And watching people relieve themselves while I needed to so badly made it easy to let go. My soft, warm poop pushed out of me into my panties. I was a little shocked at first, I had never pooped my pants on purpose as an adult. But the relief was amazing and I could smell my “accident” so I ended up filling my panties and having an orgasm. I was so embarrassed after I came that I started crying. And at that point I had to pee really bad. I don’t know how I hadn’t when I pooped myself but…. I couldn’t hold my pee and I was already so embarrassed from my poop accident that I wet myself without even trying to stop it. I laid in my mess for a while after. I felt so naughty that I rubbed myself until I came a second time. I’ve never been able to mess myself with a partner but I’d love to have someone rub my clit while I had an accident in my panties.