Like the title says. I got into it in February of 2017 when i was 20 years old; before that, I always sorta kinda had this fetish, lowkey, but never really got into it. I had signs of it before getting into this fetish, but never actually indulged in it up until the aforementioned date I got into it (February 2017).

Ever since then, I've been looking up scat porn non-stop coming up on 7 years now, and it has corrupted my mind and my psyche. Also, please don't take this as me downing others for this fetish; this is just how I feel at the moment, no judgement to those who are into scat. I'm just venting rn.

Ever since I've been into scat porn, I would always have these fantasies involving that fetish. E.g. going into the womens restrooms and witnessing a woman poop, whether I hear them, smell it, or watch it.

I've always had this fantasy of watching a woman poop in person ever since I got into this fetish; that's the one thing I lowkey want to experience, watch a woman poop and eventually have scat sex with a woman.

Every time I finish watching scat, I feel that I'm wasting my life away, and not doing anything productive. Again, please do not take this as a diss to those into scat; I'm not talking about you guys, I'm simply stating my experience.

Nowadays, my mind is so riddled with porn, wanting fantasies of watching women poop and experience scat sex consuming my mind every day. I feel like scat porn has taken away my quality of life and made me want to do nothing but watch scat. Sometimes, I wish I never got into porn, period, let alone scat. It has made me feel lonely, inadequate, and corrupted. I feel like I have no ambitions in life and I'm just watching scat porn all day. Also, I really want a girlfriend to experience a romantic relationship with. I wanna have sex, but, truly, I want more than that. I want to experience true intimacy with a woman and true love with her. At the same time, a part of me really wishes my future girlfriend has a scat fetish as well. Idk man, I'm kinda ranting rn. I just wish I never got into scat porn; I feel like it's taken away my quality of life, significantly. I really want to quit porn, period, but it is so hard, I want it to stop. Vent over.