So this is where I’m currently at with this fetish. My main and first love is efro and still want that in my life. I do want to try being a toilet and eating and just being around her filth.

With that being said I have other things to share. I’ve discovered over the past few months I’m into holding it. Now mainly I like to poop in privacy. But there’s this rush that comes with it. Like will I be able to keep it in? Am I going to shit myself? I’ve been thinking recently about just letting it happen.

Now I will wipe and clean my ass at home I have the proper resources to take care of myself at home. In public I will was up some toilet paper and shove it up my ass. I really enjoy the feeling of it. Like my dirty secret no one knows of.

Not looking for advice and I’m just a guy living life everyday hopeful of the future. Hope someone found joy in my post. Thanks for letting me share!