As I go further into my mtf transition, I’ve also been discovering my sexuality more. I’m romantically attracted to females and sexually attracted to males. But the only reason I was ever sexually attracted to males is because I believed in unrealistic beauty standards for men. So for example, being tall, slim, muscular, and mostly hairless. That’s the type of male body that I would worship and be submissive for. Unfortunately, its very hard to find a man who fits this criteria. Leaving the only redeeming quality in most men being the fact that they have cocks. But even then, I’ve reached the point in my anal adventures where no human cock can satisfy me. So basically I see most men as these useless, ugly, hairy, smelly things that serve no purpose to me.

…other than one little thing, which is being a human toilet because apparently that’s something they enjoy 🤣🤣🤣. But yeah I’d love to take a shit on an unattractive guy with a humiliation kink and watch him play around with my shit, I would get off to that so hard. I’d use one of my beloved dildos to work open my asshole and get everything out, meanwhile jerking off my toilet and telling him how puny his micro-penis is and that he‘s a useless scum who deserves to be shat on. My ultimate fantasy is to make a guy cum this way.

Conclusion: I used to get off to the idea of men’s bodies (still do, just for very unrealistically beautiful ones), but now I get off to the idea of men getting off to my body.

Unfortunately, I still have a lot of work to do before a man could consider me to be sexy, so for now this fantasy of mine will remain just that — a fantasy.