I've gone through a lot in life... come out with a collection of neuroses that would make Ash Ketchum proud. Now the only time I don't feel like opening my wrists to see the blood is when I'm regressed... and it's getting harder and harder to do. Things that worked once and helped aren't any more... and I feel like I'm running out of road to walk. Mods strike this down if you must, I'd understand. I just had to say it to someone... all my go-to people who sit in my darkness with me are asleep. It's so hard that this is my only solace because it's such a divisive thing. I wish I could wind back the clock to a time when my demons weren't fully grown, and my problems far simpler. When the world felt like it had an order, and I was safe. I think that's why regression helps me. I get to pretend for a time that I'm okay. Sorry... this is a rambling thing. Disregard it as you will. There's no real help anyway.