I don’t know anymore. I used to be so confident in my beliefs. I was one of those liberal feminists who stopped talking to family members due to their MAGA style political beliefs. These days every time I see something political I get anxious (and horny) and just plain confused! I liked it better in college when my professors would just tell me what I was supposed to think, you know? Now I’m out in the world on my own, working, and things are just so hard. I let myself slip a little while ago, submitting briefly, but came to my senses again… or was it the opposite? I don’t know.

It sounds like it would feel so good to be “broken” though… not have to think for myself. My only goal to be as pretty as I can be and take everything given to me. But no! I’m a feminist. I shouldn’t think that. Right? I do look good in red with my blonde hair and freckles…