(Okay to begin this isn’t a rant the purpose of this post is simply to get help or advice on what to do regardless of how the post might sound at times)

I have ALOT of time on For Honor and I probably have too much, but I just can’t with anything in this game anymore. I love this game with everything in my being it is such a unique idea with equally unique gameplay on a subject that I find absolutely enthralling, but recently in the past month or so I just…really can’t find any will or want to try and play.

I quit almost every match that pisses me off which due to my temper is more than 80% of the matches I play or I just completely go afk in a ranked match and ask the enemy to kill me. This decline started after the ccu was added to the game, seeing as I was on old gen a platform where certain things were already near impossible to counter consistently the update kinda seemed like a swift kick in the balls.

Of course eventually I got over it and started winning around 60% of my matches (no where near my old record but I was positive so I didn’t care) but from then to now I swear I’ve just progressively got worse and also stopped caring at the outcome of any match. I’ve gotten to a point where if my first light immediately gets parried I put my controller down and just give the enemy the win.

I’m at a loss because I don’t have anything else to do anymore. I don’t want pity or sympathy but this was the only thing I was ever exceptionally good at but now that it’s like this I’ve really got nothing else to do or play in general.

I just need advice on what I should do here