In 2008, I posted for the first time ever to a notorious personals site where my ad read; “virgin throat for BBC.” After a couple of months time and having forgotten about doing so as i didnt find a suitable man, i had received an email from a user who had read my ad and responded directing me to text him at his cell phone; (so you the white faggot that think he can take a nigga dick?! I finto own that throat bitch and you gon do your job. Text me now pussy you gonna get more than you bargained fo bitch) before that moment i had been a straight male; infact I had always been more dominant with my relationships of past. I was offended yet curious, his dick was massive at 11 real inches long and 6.5 inches around and after 2 days of thinking it over and touching myself to the fantasy of blowing him, i responded nervously. We texted briefly and here is how our first encounter went:

my former owner on my first encounter with him, i entered his home, he stood over me and pushed me forward farther into the entry as he locked the door behind me, he grabbed me by my throat, and told me to lay flat on the floor face down only he said so loudly and angry, he took a collar and locked it around my neck with a small lock, and a long metal chain, he bound my hands behind me and then cut my clothes off of me (he told me t wear something i wasnt concerned about). After he threw them away he unbound my hands and serrand wrapped my arms at my sides and mid section so I couldnt move he brought me into the bathroom and made sure i wasnt going to mess up his floors as he told me "go to work bitch" "that all you got pussy" deeper bitch take all that dick down your throat, do it now hoe, just as i got most of his cock down my throat, and when i backed off coughing, he slapped me and grabbed me by the neck and said you pathetic lil bitch open that cunt, he fingered my throat as i gagged and wretched then he stuck his dick in my throat and with his hand firmly on the back of my head slapped the back of my head til my nose was smashed against his pubis and didnt let me up off it til i had to take a giant gasp of air, he said this what u wanted aint it bitch, my first real response. "this is too muc" dick back down my throat as he thrust it counting out how many he could get in, 20 good boy, slap good fucking boy slap slap again 20, (i wanna stop) slap 20/ ten more bitch 10,9,8,7,6,5 pulled away, you fucking obey, na uh, fucking take this dick down your throat bitch 60 as i struggled nearly passing out but he had full control then slap slap slap good fucking boy we gon train you tonight, i started to cry and sob ... i was used by him for nearly 2 days straight, chained bound and confinedd the first dick ive ever sucked or experienced and since then has been the last... My first encounter, I was miserable and he was so abusive and forceful ..

AND I LOVED IT!

It took me a while to figure that out because he legit raped my throat and did some truly fucked up things to me but I came back to him nearly a month later, I couldn't get the experience out of my head and I secretly was wanting it again. In the end, he brutally used me for nearly two years.

He trained me to serve him in so many fucked up ways. Mentally made me want to please him for fear of being hit or used in other types of punishment.

I mean he made me nair his pubes and balls while i had a really uncomfortable gag in my mouth, and said you want daddy to take that off then u gon do a good job bitch, a worthless cunt like you cant be trusted with a razor. After i finished i was instructed to write the word OBEY in red black sharpie on sirs pubis and then rubbed sir with lotion after sir was dry, he gently removed my gag, asked if i was happy with my work then slapped me he told me to put his dick in my mouth then he taped my eyes open with electrical tape before starting and this is just one way which he programmed me.

It's been nearly 13 years, I try posting here and there but fail to find my new master...

If I sound like your desired good time;

PLEASE WRITE ME!!!! Your soon to be; Obedient bitch slave