Hello guys. First post on here. I'm a first year college student studying culinary. I took undergrad classes last year as a senior in high school.

I'm currently laying down typing this rant in my blanket cocoon where I'm most comfy. What I'm NOT so comfy with is this. I'm taking a class that's 4 hours long that meets 2 times a week. I'm not a morning person. The damn thing starts at 8 and ends at around noon. I'm officially diagnosed with ADHD, on the ASD, as well as having accomendations. I have to take the magic pill (hi Adderall 🤡) resulting me not eating cause my smol brain tells me not to.

The worst part? My dumbass being overwhelmed and burnt out. I feel like literal shit every damn day since 2nd part of 1st semester started. I skipped every lab class (4 exactly). I've been kicking ass in terms of turning in assignments though, those are easy. I absolutely loathe the fact that if I DO show up to class, it's "I wanna leave" and many other negative learning experiences.

Here's my theory on why I'm feeling like shit though. I'm going to the Philippines in December to see family. This means I have to take my final exams early. I also have strict parents to the point that if I told them, I'll have my ass whooped. So yah, there's that.

Anyone else have a similar story to share is much appreciated. Sorry if this is long btw.

TLDR: 1st year college student ranting on college burnout after graduating from high school this Spring.