So currently I am finished with my second semester of college and I don't know what to do I failed miserably last semester and I got a 1.0 average and I have an academic warning and if it doesn't come out to at least a 2.0 this semester i'm gonna get put on a probation and if I fail again im gonna get put on probation and I'm just I'm lost. I hate siting in a classroom and doing school work when I feel like I could be doing something more practical I hate having restrictions and I am also suffering from terrible depression, adhd and burn out all this accumulated makes me procrastinate hard and have zero energy for school. Then theirs the pressure from my parents that I'm expected to be an adult but I'm still stuck in the past I still feel like a kid I'm not ready to become and adult I'm not ready for all of these things and they say they wanna help but that help isn't actually the help that I really need it what they think I need. I feel stuck I wanna do something practical something that doesn't require me to go through a whole bunch of bullshit just so I can get a job that underpays me and I'm not appreciated at. Then everything you would think requires practical hands on training doesn't and everything goes through some sort of fucking college like being a firefighter. I'm only 18 about to turn 19 and im already expected to have so much responsibility on my shoulders before nobody even mentioned and I was just enjoying my last year of high school now everything is hell and I'm just expected to figure everything out from dealing with shitty professors to professors who have way to big of an ego and not enough time to take advantage of my campuses tutoring resources cause im expected to have a job on top of college by my parents who are the ones that have my college education by the balls cause they are paying for it so I have to do it their way. In short this rant boils down to being

Tldr: Dealing with too much cause everyone around me is telling me what and how I should be doing my college education

If you made it to here sorry for my rant I just im having to hold down al ot of emotions and needed to get them out and see if anyone can give me any advice.