Hey there ya'll.

I am thinking of dropping out and kind of already have since I stopped attending classes. I will be cut off my government sponsorship once they realise and will have to depend on my parents for tuition but I dont really want to go to college. Its just too much especially my course and the school system where i live is quite negative for my mental health and have had many mental relapses, and went back to self harm.

People say you should push through it but the thought of going to school really makes me feel awful and makes me want to have a mental breakdown, but i have a very makeshift plan to do instead.

I just wanted to get two jobs and work towards moving to canada from africa. It sounds like a big goal, and one that might be dumb honestly, but being here isnt what i want in the future.

Anyone have any tips?