I guess I’m here to feel a little supported as I hop back into my hole of self work. (I’m a twin, narcissist parents) so I’m conditioned co-dependent & not until recently I’ve spent a lot of lovely time alone after repetitive narc relationships. I think I’ve finally broke up with my on and off narc relationship & I’m a ball of emotions, pretty much all over the place. One moment I’m hysteric, the next I’m very very calm, I’m just nervous about what lies ahead. I know it gets lonely & understand why I’ve stayed so complacent in a relationship that really doesn’t suit me best. Emotionally drained to say the least, please hope and pray that I stick with my self on my self-love journey.