How do I get over my bf hanging out with my ex friend. He's her dealer so I understand, but I'm so codependent to my bf that I get so angry whenever he's with her and not me , even though I spent all day with him. I don't know if I have BPD but I have Major Depression Disorder and have been struggling to let go of my ex friend for almost 2 years. It sucks because I don't have anyone I'm close to where I live besides my boyfriend. I don't have any family I'm close to in Texas. I'm hoping someday I can move out of my narcissistic mom's house. I love her but she makes my mental health worse , and she wouldn't understand if I told her. It just sucks to be so clingy.