I've set up a few CNC scenes and have explored a majority of my kinks and have been debating if this one particular kink could ever happen. But after a recent CNC success she had told me that three week prior she lost her virginity and wishes she had lost it with me, being raped. That idea has stuck in my head and I cannot get it out.

I realize this is a long shot but if you haunt this board and are a virgin cis female that is drawn to CNC let's at least chat for a bit.

About me:

I'm 39, 6'2", 190lb, I keep in good shape. I am well off financially and I've been a Dom for over a decade. I've set up 12 CNC scenes and am happy to discuss those with you. I'm still in touch with some of them, others just wanted the one and done. The ones I've kept in touch with said they're happy to provide references if you'd like. I realize how sketchy CNC can be and I'd like to discuss your limits up front and these are respected throughout our time together. I also want to take some time to explore how you've envisioned your own rape happening. What I typically do is take that fantasy and twist it a bit so the experience is still fulfilling yet exciting and keeps you guessing what's coming next.

Safeword is a must, we will agree upon one prior to meeting and review it prior to starting any scene.

My schedule is flexible and if we get comfortable enough with one another I can fly to you or we meet somewhere together. It really depends on what the scenario is.

Here is a list of difference CNC scene types I've set up in the past, feel free to ask about more details:

• date rape
• kidnapping
• home break-in
• boss/secretary
• blackmail

Even if your fantasy isn't on this list it would be great to talk it through and see how we can make that work for you.

As far as expectations during, majority want to get it out of their system and move over to aftercare, some want to be dumped off without aftercare, and I've had two that wanted me to keep them tied up for a longer period of time and raped repeatedly (a long weekend in one case). So I'm flexible as to how you want to craft this experience.

If you've read this far then you should reach out. In your opening message let me know the following:

• age
• general location (if in the US you can say which state, outside the US just the country is OK)
• body type (i.e. tall & thin, short and athletic, etc...)
• despite being a virgin do you have any sexual trauma history that I should be aware of?