I joined Metepec on my own account, because all my members abandoned me (which fucking hurt) on the terms I would still get to own my land under Metepec's protection (because I didn't want Glavnigrad/Eilemurj to fall into ruins if we are attacked). I've been working that land since Metepec or the Union was a thing. I got no official government powers and I get insulted by other Metepecians but I was fucking content. Then this shitstorm happens. First, it turns into a 2 week tempo banishment from Metepec. Ok, I won't log on for 2 weeks. Then my citizenship and my land is revoked. The reason is, "we don't want more shit to happen with you, based on your previous reputation".

Since you're using my previous reputation, literally acting as Uniter and Comrade (who literally fucking hate me to the point of thinking of calling Rule 6) controls the empire, I assume that you're turning shit personal taking away what I've worked on since August. Outkast, I fucking trusted you. You used to be on the small list of people that I respected as both a player and a person. Now I don't respect you as either. I'm so, so, so sorry man, but you don't fucking take away what someones built. It has come to my attention that a majority of the server doesn't like me or something, so I'll just fucking leave.

It's Poe's law in action I guess. People saw the memes. Thought they were real and all the people who knew they were memes are gone. All of them. Everyone from 1.0. Such is life, I assume.

THESE ARE NOT MENTIONS, THEY ARE APOLOGIES.

Flameo and Sora, I'm sorry I wasted your time with Arcestir and Rijeka. You two will always be some of my best friends on this server.

Loke, I'm sorry I talked shit about you and told Valhalla your coords getting you pearled.

Devon, I'm sorry I was such an asshole to you. Hopefully we can repair this as two people. Same for you, Nathaniel.

Poulet, I'm sorry for annoying you so much. Keep doing you, I guess.

Metepec, especially Outkast, I'm sorry for fucking making this happen. Now I feel bad as fuck for saying that shit. The server's no longer for my kind. It's for your's now. Do what you choose. You want to rule the whole fucking world? Metepec has the potential to do that and no one can stop you. Good luck.

Briar, Sniper, I'm sorry I ever kept you a part of Rijeka. Since one of you will be appointed as the leader, don't let my city (Eilemurj/Glavnigrad) die. For the love of God, please. That city is my fucking child. If you want the cit groups, contact me.

Elarad, I'm sorry I wasted you and Pine's time I hope you continue to be an integral part of the city. Maybe you can rule over it.

Trinimac, I'm sorry for stealing some of these points from you. Per request, here's a mention/apology.

Probably missed tons of apologies, so I'm sorry if that happened.

To all new friends: Don't repeat my mistakes. You will regret it forever.

To CivEx, I'm sorry. For everything.

EDIT MARCH 14TH 4:17 PM EST: There used to be some analogy about the Ship of Theseus here but I decided to remove it because it was getting taken the wrong way. What really destroyed me, making me leave was not the fact that I feel like to the community, it's that Metepec literally took what I build and that is not fun. At all. I have yet to receive an apology from any officials in Metepec, either.

I fucking hated writing this post. It nearly killed me. Mid-post I almost felt like crying but I know that it's better for Metepec, and ultimately the server if I just fuck off.

I do not see me returning anywhere in the future. I will probably not be on the TS often, either. I might jump on to talk to friends or to play Civ but that is it. You know where to contact me if you need to.

This is my redemption for Kuren. May my soul rest in Sovrngarde with my comrades of the Lake.

I love you CivEx, I've been with you since the first day. Shame I probably won't be there for you for the last.

E: Who gilded my post? Seriously, please, I want to know.

E2: The guy who gilded this said I can't say his name directly, but I'll just say it's a dude who hasn't don't much here since 1.0 so it's really surprising.

Goodbye, CivEx. It's been good.

- mop