Well I’m two days away from my wedding and I can’t help but have some lingering thoughts that I’m saddling him with a life of future heartbreak. We’ve been together for almost 7 years now and apparently he’s never been more sure about anything. Today my mom told me how much of a burden it’s been having a daughter with this disability and that it’s taken a huge toll on her, so that’s what triggered this line of thinking and I feel terrible. I just see how much pain I cause my family and don’t know how to wrap my head around being okay with doing it again in committing myself to the man I love, knowing I could destroy his life. Any words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated <3