2 years back, i was doing pretty well. I could walk longer distances, had a little more stamina. It sounds so little but to me i felt so much more energized. It took about 2 years to get to that little point. And then i got covid. Hit me like a truck, litterly. Was stuck in bed, everything hurt. I recovered eventually ofcourse, about 3-4 weeks. And that's when i realized, my progress was gone. I was back to where i was when i first got diagnosed. I just feel a little hopeless, 2 years of hard work went down the drain. And now i have to do it all again. I feel so weak and fragile.

But on the bright side, i getweekly injections and i finally had the balls to put the needle in myself and not faint. Big yay for me. On another bright side, i'm gonna redecorate my room a bit since i spend alot of time in there due to chronic exhaustion and pain, and i'm gonna give myself something pretty to look at.

I'm not gonna give up, i'll just use my walking cane again, just wanted to vent a bit because people who don't have chronic illness will honestly not truly get how crappy it can be. It feels nice having a little community online :) Much love to everyone who reads this