I have a partner taking about how he want me to enjoy the high the shit is expensive but always bothering me when I'm smoking and then get mad when I'm not satisfied and want more because I done wasted the shit because now I'm chasing. And knows my geek I can't even get to my good geek because I can feel him watching me. Or how about he enters the room after I'm taking a hit.. he can see I just did got the smoke in my mouth trying to hold it and he gonna ask me a fucking question and expect me to respond promptly smh bam another hit wasted... Then he sit and gonna start asking me questions while I'm trying to make up my last hit smh... Oooh I got another one how about I get a hit and I get stuck and I'm geekin scrolling through Instagram which he knows I like to do that's my geek.. he gonna fuckin blow me and ask what I'm doing smh. He does not smoke. He is in recovery but he support my habit. It seems he like for me to beg like he get off on having that control. Another hit is that when I done waited patiently and or work hard meaning did something ask me to do so I can earn a blast. You would think he would leave me alone so I can enjoy it. Then the times when I am left alone I end up rushing to smoke it and can't enjoy it because I'm afraid he gonna pop up and blow my high anyway. I can't win for shit