Hello all, I am going to share a personal account of some happenings that I've experienced throughout my life. Feel free to share any thoughts or opinions!

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So I was in the New Age movement for a long time and was quite happy. I was getting deeper into meditation and started receiving positive lessons and affirmations from what I can only describe as entities external from me. They would tell me things outside of my own realm of knowledge, in all sorts of whimsical voices and accents that were constantly changing in an attempt to humour me.

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One example of something they told me was that we all exist on some sort of grand astral chart. There is no such thing as good or bad, but only individual human choice. We determine where we go in our next life based on how we act in this life, and if we do "good" we may move up this chart in a certain direction, or if we act "bad" we may move down this chart in another direction but no direction is inherently right or wrong. Only different infinite possibilities and lifetimes to be experienced. I was told that the purpose of life is to "Exist & Feel". Nothing else really matters beyond our own personal life experiences and spreading love.

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I deeply appreciated what these entities communicated to me and it made me feel very happy and warm inside. I continued meditating and had some more conversations about things with them and was always sure to take lots of notes to record the amazing lessons they were delivering to me.

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One day before going very deep into meditation, I asked the universe "Please give me the answers to life. I'm starting to get the grasp of things but I need to continue learning more on this spiritual journey". I ended up getting exactly what I asked for, or so that's at least how I interpret it.

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Once reaching a deep enough state of meditation, what I saw with my "third eye" was a portal open up behind my head and an alien grey / mantis looking being entered into me from behind. The moment it entered me, all I could feel was the most sinister pure evil and intelligence I have ever experienced. This was something totally external from myself, and I could see and perceive everything that it knew through "Geometrical Fly Vision" is what it felt like. It was immensely knowledgeable and appeared to have all the answers to the universe. I also knew these answers and they all made sense to me while this being was inside of me. The problem was, it felt horrible and invasive. I have never felt such an evil in my life and would not have been able to comprehend such a thing prior.

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Aside from sharing it's mind with me, I was unwillingly sharing my body with it in return. I could tell that is was curious of the human experience and wanted to know what it felt like to be inside of a human body. It started moving my fingers around, beyond my control while feeling out the human experience for itself, and my fingers appeared to look 3x their natural length for some reason.

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I began walking around the house at this point like "Shit, okay. So this is what I've opened myself up to". I tried everything from focusing on light energy around me creating a protective barrier, to love energy warding it off, to thinking about my family and friends and everything in life that I loved.

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Nothing was making this thing leave my body with it's absolute pure evil and intelligence. I was a feeble ant in comparison. I was running out of options and didn't know what to do at this point.

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*Years Ago As A Child*

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I gave up on Christianity as a very young child in grade school. I noticed when I was young, that I would have nightmares when my Bible and crosses were around, and they'd cease once I hid them away or got rid of them. At the time, I figured this must mean that they're attracting negative energy to me. This is where most of you will probably say that I was correct and I should have stuck with that.

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Years later when my mom gave me a Bible randomly, the nightmares started all over again. I got rid of it, and sure enough they stopped again. I had always wondered why this was. Is it like people say, that demons only exist and manifest when you believe in them? Are they just a construct of my mind?

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*Back To Modern Times*

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So after exhausting all of my options to get rid of this entity inside of me, I tried a last resort ditch effort that my mom taught me as a child. She's like "if you're ever scared, just say "I am protected by the red blood of Jesus"". So I was like heck, I've tried everything else. Let's give it a whirl. "I am protected by the red blood of Jesus". I immediately felt a piece of the entity detach, and slowly over the next 5-15 mins I felt it completely leave my body and fade out of me. I felt a warmth inside that I haven't felt in a long time. I did not think much of this at the time and thought it was just a coincidence and that maybe it's time was up regardless. I continued on with my life as usual.

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The only problem was, things were different now. I was having anxiety every night when attempting to go to sleep, and could see things constantly moving around with my eyes closed. It just looked like dark shadows or something constantly moving and shifting around but I tried to convince myself it was nothing. This started a long series of demonic experiences I had since that moment.

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In the coming months I had many re-occuring strange events, such as very frequent sleep paralysis, being mounted by black tentacle demons, random women constantly turning into succubus' in my dreams and saying "You have exactly what we want", lots of astral orgasms against my will (astral rape), and other strange phenomena. One day while I was awake, I looked beside me and saw a small black shadow walking by in front of my bathroom door. It looked like a small black dog, except it was on 3 legs and had one front leg up in the air while walking. I looked over at my cat and it was completely frozen in place, staring at the exact same spot that I was. My cat hid for the next 2 days and I have never seen him so terrified in my life.

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I had some other strange experiences as well where I'd be sleeping having a perfectly amazing peaceful dream, and then I'd physically feel someone hit me over the face with a pillow and wake me up from my amazing dream I was just having seconds ago, only to see a cartoon man with a top hat whimsically running out of my room after. I'd also wake up in the middle of the night to see an entire body under my covers beside me in my bed, covers pulled right up to the top of the head so you can only see the top of their hairline. It was black hair and in my half awake half asleep state, thought it was my ex and went to put my hand on her and pull the covers down a bit only to see nothing there. One time I was also pulled out of a perfectly normal dream by some black entity physically grabbing the back of my shirt, and ripped me out of my body and started dragging me down into an endless dark pit beyond the speed of light. I knew where I was heading and snapped out of it before reaching the bottom.

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Long story short, lots and lots of weird events following this experience of this entity entering my body. As time went on, I revisited using Jesus' name again as I was beginning to feel like I was going insane and had no way out. I was being mentally tormented in my waking and sleeping states. Sure enough, every single time I had a demonic experience from there on out, saying "Jesus Christ" in a positive connotation, or once again saying "I am protected by the red blood of Jesus" would instantly make everything disappear and normal again. The black spirit looking things would disappear from my vision with my eyes closed. All of the sleep paralysis episodes and nightmares began to stop.

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I am now a few years out from this experience and am still a Christian to this day, because of these experiences. I was deep in the New Age movement before all of this happened and was perfectly content in being my own God. It felt disempowering to give up my power to anything else that I "couldn't prove". At this point though, I had experienced enough to know in my heart what was right and what was wrong. I became a different person since then and have felt a different kind of love that I never did previously in the New Age movement.

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Catholicism has absolutely nothing to do with true Christianity. It is a perversion and the vatican, the pope and all "rituals" they expect you to do such as rosary praying and church going aren't biblical. The only thing The Bible actually commands us to do is to love thy neighbour and accept Christ as our saviour. The first is one most can relate with, but the second is one most will refuse due to ego.

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It is most definitely one of those experiences where I would have never came back to being a Christian if it hadn't happened to me the way that it did. I asked to see the truth, and I firmly believe in my heart that I was shown the truth that I needed to see in order to bring me back to the true God. Lucifer has the power to emit large amounts of love and light as he is an all powerful angel after all, and I experienced this love plenty of times while in the New Age. It was definitely love, but different.

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Today I am far better off then I was back then and have gotten out of many dirty situations while having that extra shoulder to lean on. No historian in existence debates Jesus' existence, only his relevance. Was he just a prophet? Was he the son of God? I will not pretend that I have all the answers, but what I'm sharing today is just my personal experiences of my life.

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This is my personal theory I have come up with. I do indeed believe that many NDE's can be influenced by demonic powers, because Lucifer is the angel of light and principality of the air. He essentially runs this world and dictates what we can experience when out of our bodies. He has the ability to shine infinite love upon us and convince us that he actually cares about us and wants what's best for us. If anyone knows enough about Hollywood, you will know how dark it can get. I personally believe that we enter a "void realm" when we aren't 100% dead yet and that "silver chord" hasn't been severed yet. I believe that fallen angels can paint anything they want in this void realm for us to see and believe as The Bible tells us this is how they operate in order to deceive the masses and what I feel like people experience with DMT and many other psychedelics. They can take you to a pure and beautiful place, but also a dark and "demonic" place as well, especially if you attempt to expose these jokers and jesters for what they really are while in their realm.

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To sum things up, I have experienced much spiritual warfare in my lifetime and I know that these demons are external from myself. The uniqueness and randomness of many of the experiences, plus my cat witnessing some with me (lol I know), plus how everyone else has also overcome these things using Christ's name, says a lot to me. The amount of New Age to Christianity videos on YouTube are endless. There just comes a time in one's New Age journey when the demons may eventually reveal themselves, or maybe not if they have you too good. They typically won't ever reveal themselves unless you ask them to, or expose them. I asked for the truth, and God showed me the truth and what I was unknowingly delving into. I've come to realize that as a child, the Bible and crosses always gave me nightmares and attracted demons because you will be more under attack the closer to God you actually get (The true God, not "Source"). People will again say, "this is just because you're a Christian and thinking about and believe in demons so you manifested them". Nope. I've had far too many experiences in my life now where I was under attack by them when farthest away from the true God.

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All demonic activity in my life has now completely ceased to this day since further fully devoting my heart to Christ and the true God. God doesn't send us to hell, that's our own choice at the end of the day. If you are too proud to accept a gift of eternal love and sacrifice for your eternal salvation, whether or not you believe it's actually true, then you probably do have some ego and self-pride issues. God wants a relationship with all of us, and if you are too proud to love your father back then maybe you don't deserve to be in Heaven after all. Heaven is for the pure of heart, and through Jesus we are made pure since none of us are perfect. The grand majority will discredit my experience and disagree with me, but again these are my personal experiences in my life and I've been through the whole New Age spirituality thing for over 15 years before I found my way back to Christ. Amen.

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The greatest deception Satan ever created was convincing man that he doesn't exist. God Bless.