Ok, so yesterday, I saw this bs youtube comment saying covid-19 doesn't exist and that it is all just an evil plan to give people the "vaccine" which in reality is the mark of the beast. This person had never ever met anyone that had had covid-19, so obviously it was just fake news. I thought this person was some kind of unique idiot, but the more I googled, the more I realized that this is a pretty common conspiration theory among christians, especially in the US. These people seem to be everywhere. Luckily, here in Sweden, the church folks don't seem to be into this theory. At least not yet.

I work in radiology, so I've seen plenty of really severe covid cases. I know what it looks like on CT scans, I know how the patients, if they are awake at all, often struggle to breathe. I've x-rayed multiple patients on the ICU that died like a day later. To me, saying that covid-19 does not exist is almost like saying to a jew that the holocaust never occured. It's so unbelievably cold and ignorant and evil to say such a thing.

Now I feel hopeless and like I want nothing to do with these people. If they call themselves "christian", I really don't know how I could call myself the same. I feel like I get this feeling over and over again lately: So many idiots and cold hearted evil people are christians for some reason. I thought being christian was to try to be a peace loving person that follows the examples Jesus taught at the sermon of the mount. Not a hating conspiration theory maniac.

Don't know what to do. It's like I'm starting to lose my faith in God because of things like this, but I know it is pretty stupid since there are idiots everywhere and that they have nothing to do with my faith otherwise.