Before I say anything; I’m more then happy to read scripture regarding my question, but I’m looking for more of a logical explanation if possible. Please don’t attack my questions. I’m genuinely just trying to find answers.

Just to preface, my name is Christian and I’m 18 years old. I’ve grown up in church my whole life. At around age 16, I found psychedelics, which eventually lead to me pursuing spirituality. I’ve had about 10-12 experiences with “The Spirit Molecule” DMT which has obviously lead to quite a few existential questions regarding the nature of reality and God. (If you haven’t experienced it yourself please do not try and scold me. Thank you.)

So my question-

How was it that God created us if God was the first thing in existence? Wouldn’t that mean we’re all made up of that same “first thing”? That God is in everything, and everything is God, in the same way that energy cannot be created or destroyed?

See I don’t believe that I’m God, but that I’m made up of God if that makes sense.

I’m super open to anyone debunking this, and like I said earlier I’d really appreciate it if you guys could come up with an explanation that maybe combines logic and scripture. Thank you!!