My life was on a downward spiral, feeling like I was being attacked from all angles of life & it all came to blows on 01/12/23. From that night, it looked like the aftermath, the consquences following it was going to change my life forever, for the worst & the only solution i could see, logically, was to end my life. I have never felt so low, so desperate, so done. Physcially, the stress was destorying me, hair falling out, dramatic weightloss, immune system shot etc let alone my mental health was gone. There was no option, no help, no oppourtunity to make it 'better' or to be given a second chance at life, & trust me, i reached out to any & everyone, & there was either zero response or the answer was 'no'. So i did what i never had done, & prayed. I mean, all day, everyday, morning as i woke up, in bed before going to sleep, all the time. I just prayed & begged, pleaded, bartered, everything, asking for a second chance. A second chance at life, to try again. Logically, rationally, i should not be here today, one year later, or even if i was, it would be a life of suffering... & yet, here i am. Sitting here, being able to type this out & share my story of the last year & how i not only believe, but know, that although I am not a Christian, but a sinner, who asked God for what i saw as a 'mircale' & somehow, for zero reason, the miracle happened. My prayers where answered. I got given a second chance at life. & I just feel nothing today, but gratefulness. I wanted to share this story, to those who are followers who will not be surprised probably at this, to those who will be surprised like i am still & just say, once again, & forever will continue to; Thank-you Lord, thank-you! Amen!