Let me start this off by saying I so badly want someone to debunk my argument because I have for some reason, felt some sort of pull towards Christianity.

Because of hell, We are cursed with the illusion of a gift in free will while in reality, free will causes the majority of the world to eternally burn in hellfire, a punishment so horrible neither you or I could comprehend it. BUT even if we come to the correct conclusion about our origin and believe that Jesus is the son of God, we go to heaven knowing the fact that you are enjoying yourself for all of eternity while most everyone else is suffering. How would one not feel deep guilt and sadness for this? How could you even enjoy yourself? Jesus himself said the gate to heaven is narrow. It seems as if God hardly cares about humanity as his love for us is so conditional as to where he sends us to excruciating eternal torment even though we never asked to be born and placed into this cruel “test.” It seems as if God is almost sadistic and created us just to satisfy his own boredom.

I apologize if this came across as disrespectful towards anyone’s beliefs I simply am very confused about any of this is moral