I’ve been intrigued by the lifestyle for years. I’ve listened to podcasts, read forums, watched videos and even talked to some that are in it. Everything about it appeals to me, so I talked about it with my wife, who is really not at all interested in any of it. I’m fine with that. She’s far less sex positive than I am but I still love her with all my heart. We have an ok sex life. Sometimes I wish we could spruce it up. Do something kinky and spontaneous. She prefers it predictable and vanilla. I think it’s mainly because of my years of watching porn and the variation of sexual surprises I’ve thrown at her along the way. When I presented the idea of swinging, or at least hotwifing to her, I couldn’t help but notice the undeniable feeling that deep down I knew it’s wrong. I have felt the promptings of the Holy Spirit all along my journey as an adult. Sometimes, I listened. Other times, I haven’t and have done things my way. Usually, my way wasn’t necessarily the way God intended for me. I certainly don’t want to sound like I’m condeming anyone who is involved with this lifestyle. Believe me when I say that it sounds so appealing to me. I just can’t give in to the temptation because of some very deep down feelings that I’m certain come from God.