I (29F) have always been a bit of a dominating woman. I’m ambitious and head strong and a know it all. I started trying to figure out how I would submit to a man one day and did a study on biblical submission.

But recently I realized that my search for answers led me down a rabbit hole where I discovered that I am naturally a sub. I actually want a man who will put me in my place effortlessly. I want to shut my brain off and let a man do his thing then return all that he gives me tenfold. I want to be dominated so badly.

But I’m worried that I may never find that. First, I’m a black bbw and that narrows the pool of candidates. Then the faith part. How do I even ask someone someone that? I also don’t just want just have a short term thing. I want someone who will take me to church then take me home and call me the filthiest names known to man while I ride him. Is that too much to ask for?