Like title says, long term attraction/borderline obsession with a singer at church. I have always played music and been in the band wherever I am attending.

We are in a college town, pretty big college ministry. One sunday a girl, brunette, round ass, tight full chest, a dancers body but with boobs if that makes sense sang while visiting her brother at college for her new-student tour (she was transferring from smaller spot). Nonetheless what caught my eye was her panty lines against her legging like pants during setup and tear down as we were portable at the time. I didn't see her again for several months, but was delighted to when I did.

When she came to college, she began to sing regularly, body was the same, if not better. In college, away from parents, etc, her dress and confidence became a bit more loose. Something about her was it for me. No question. One weekday night, and on sundays, I began to be in the same space as her, typically behind her due to musicians being behind singers typically.

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About a year later, she began dating a good friend of mine. That didn't stop my growing obsession.

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Another 8 -12 months later and my family is own vacation, my cousins and I tend to invite friends so we invited said friend, and in turn, said girl came to. Panties have been my #1 fetish for as long as I can remember. I wasted no time finding hers while they were all at the pool, using them, and returning out of fear of the 1 of 2 pair she brought being missing would raise suspicion.

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A few months later, the semester started, I had learned what candid shots were and had begun to hone my skills here and there. One particular night I got great ones, the first I'd ever had of her from behind. Low and behold when loading out box truck, she bent over in her leggings and the floral burgundy lace trim cheekies I had used a few months earlier, we barely showing through the skin tight, stretched material (panties with leggings? really? I thought the same lol.)

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This has been going one for 10 years now. In those years, I've managed to find (while looking feverishly) 3 different pair of her underwear in her left unattended bag in the green room, countless (literally hundreds) photos of her, specifically one asset as it has changed over the years, post-marriage, post kid, etc.

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Like I said, panties are my game (60 pair from women over the years), but the 3 I have from her are the holy grail, I've never made a move, and probably never will. They say never meet your heroes right lol

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Anyways....anyone else out there have an unrelenting obsession with someone you shouldn't? or wouldn't?