my dad has violentlu abused me growin up and my mum says i should forgive him, although my spirit is reluctunt.
i am jobless and rely on my parents and recently he cut me off
i feel financially abused, because i wake up everyday to look for money and a job and it has been a bit hard on my end because the job market here in africa is bad.
i used to sleep with older men for a few dolllars to make my weeks easier with thelittlemoney they give me, i stopped that though. i have a growing business that sales a re slow but mabye once a month i make a sale

i want to move out , but i have such a deep rooted hate towards my father and i am not financially able yet to be on my own.

any advice on what i should do?