When I was younger I used to have anger issues but I grew out of them, I learned to walk away from the petty stuff and only get angry at the things considered normal but for the past couple months I’m just getting angry and upset over meaningless things.. I’m way more emotional than I usually am and I’m taking it out on the people I care about the most - it’s like I’m pushing people away but I don’t want to be lonely either?

It’ll be 2 years on the 6th of February that my dad passed and deep down my insides are crushing but I don’t want to tell anyone because I want people to think I’ve got a lid on things.

Anyone else act out of character around anniversaries? Christmas was the hardest, hadn’t cried since his funeral but that day I spent 90% of the day bawling my eyes out and since then my emotions are just in overdrive.