TL;DR: Basically, I just want a NSA big cock play thing; to have a big dick guy let me play with his cock, stroke it, and see what it's like.

Here's the deal...

I'm completely new, stepping out for the first time, and nervous as fuck.

I'm a short, 5'6", 49 year old guy with a Dad Bod and a handsome little 5" Cock living in the Lake Borderline / NW Suburbs area.

All I've ever had are monogamous, heterosexual relationships, but I want to explore casual relationships and the curiosities of my sexuality.

I think I'm open to trying many new things, but because I am new to the whole casual sex / kink lifestyle and have basically remained Vanilla in my sexcapades, this is a bit awkward for me.

And so...

Basically, I just want a NSA big cock play thing; to have a big dick guy let me play with his cock, stroke it, and see what it's like.

I'm not gay, but I apparently I am Bi-Curious, because being on the 🤏 side, I've become increasingly more obsessed with Big Cock POV porn.

Since I don't have one myself, I just want to know what it's like to handle a Monster Cock like it is my own!

I want to know how it feels to have a big, thick dick in my hand; to grab on to it and hold it and to stroke it and jerk it off as if it's mine.

I don't know that I'm necessarily interested or ready for anything more than that, but I do sometimes imagine sucking a big dick, and I'm curious about letting another dude blow me too ... hence, "Bi-Curious".

With that said though, I do not enjoy gay porn, I don't like anything in my ass (but I do enjoy a rimjob), the idea of romantically kissing another man just grosses me out (no offense to gay guys 💁‍♂️), and I don't know that I want to be a Top and Pitcher either. Men's assholes just don't do it for me, but who knows?! 🤷‍♂️

I have no idea what to expect from myself. I might get freaked out and want to bail; I might feel compelled to wanna blow you; it may be a one and done, or I might become a Bi whore wanting more.

I honestly have no clue. I need a 🍆 mentor.

For the record, I understand weed and alcohol are often involved to help lower inhibitions, but I'm sober and would prefer you be as well. Or at least not drunk or high on some other shit.