I'm a short, 5'6", 49 year old guy with a Dad Bod and a handsome little 5" C*ck living in the Lake Borderline NW Suburbs area.

All I've ever had are monogamous, heterosexual relationships, but I am now Divorced and (unrelated) want to explore FWB relationships and the curiosities of my sexuality.

I think I'm open to trying many new things, but because I am new to the whole casual sex / kink lifestyle and have basically remained Vanilla in my sexcapades, this is a bit awkward for me.

I'm also Demisexual, so I don't really know if Sport-Fucking is gonna be my thing, but I am willing to give it a GGG try if anyone's interested in helping me wade in.

To the ladies ~ My strengths are that I am a very generous Lover (your pleasure is my greatest arousal); as a musician, I'm good with my hands, and I have received 5-Star 🌟 Feedback on my Oral Skills.

{Soaked sheets don't lie! 👌}

I genuinely enjoy giving over receiving and will happily give you hours of multiple orgasms to my one, so use me if you will!

And so...

Fantasies:

I'm not gay, but I guess I am Bi-Curious, because being on the 🤏 side, I've become increasingly more obsessed with Big C*ck POV porn.

Since I don't have one myself, I just want to know what it's like to handle a Monster C*ck like it is my own!

I want to know how it feels to have a big, thick d*ck in my hand (BWC or BBC); to grab on to it and hold it and to stroke it and jerk it off as if it's mine.

I don't know that I'm necessarily interested or ready for anything more than that, but I do sometimes imagine sucking a big d*ck, and I'm curious about letting another dude blow me too ... which is why I say, "Bi-Curious".

With that said though, I do not enjoy gay porn, I don't like anything in my ass (but I do enjoy a rimjob), the idea of romantically kissing another man just grosses me out (no offense, gay guys 💁‍♂️), and I don't know that I want to be a Top and Pitcher either. Men's assholes just don't do it for me.

I mainly just like watching big, girthy c*cks penetrate👉👌a woman, especially if it's her first; and seeing them stroked and sucked.

The bittersweet turn-on is in knowing that these POV experiences are something I'll never be able to give or truly have for myself.

So I would also like to just watch a woman get fucked by a huge c*ck too. Unfortunately, I'm sure I currently lack the confidence to do more than probably sit in the corner and stroke myself while watching though. 😕 Small steps.

Strangely (or maybe not so), the idea of being with a Trans Woman does sometimes turn me on as well. A beautiful looking woman with a big d*ck seems oddly erotic.

Lastly, although this isn't much of a kink, my biggest turn on are Black Women. The darker skinned, the sexier.

This isn't just a sexual, "lusting" thing; I think dark-skinned women are the most exotic, erotic, sexy, beautiful looking people on the planet.🌹

Being a short, fat white dude with a little pecker though, I've never dared even try approaching a black woman. If it went well, I'm certain to lose my cool replaying all the BBC scenes and Salt-N-Peppa lyrics that have been seared into my imagination!

The things I'm not at all interested in are...

SPH Degradation Extreme Pain Incest Role Play Baby/Child Role Play

Other than those parameters, I think I'm fairly open to trying other, even similar kinks; but again, this is all new to me, and to be completely honest, while I am a fairly attractive looking guy, I do have body image insecurities with my aging, 5" Boner / Dad Bod physique.

Also, I'm cautiously concerned about STDs, or being attacked or mugged or some shit.

Meeting some stranger on the internet for random, casual sex or Parking Lot Road Head seems like a very dangerous thing, and a likely way to end up dead or left for dead.

I'm trepidatious, but I still want this.