So this happened. I don't think of myself as the homewrecking type at all and this was my first time ever hooking up with a guy who is in a relationship. I was scrolling through tinder and ended up matching with this guy who was really hot and we started flirting. There was no mention of him being married and I didn't find out until later on.

We ended up going on a dinner date and it went really well and afterwords he invited me to a hotel room that he had booked because he said he was visiting. We started hooking up the moment we got to the room and the sex was amazing. He ate me out and I sucked his dick and I ended up having several orgasms with him.

The night ended and he dropped me off at my place and I thought that was the end of it. The next day however I was at the store and I LITERALLY RAN INTO HIM AND HE WAS WITH HIS WIFE AND KIDS. We walked past each other and he froze and his eyes widened when he saw me. We didn't say anything to each other and I just went home.

I feel really conflicted about it because on the one hand I feel bad because I helped him cheat, but on the other hand the sex was amazing and there is some kind of thrill that I am feeling which is hard to explain. I ended up playing with my vibrator while I imagined him fucking his wife after coming home from fucking me.

I would kind of hate myself for it but I also kinda wanna hit him up again and tell him i'm down to be his slutty lil side piece. I really don't know if I should though because that kind of energy can be really fucked up. What should I do?