Back In college my gf and I were part of the same big friend group. About 12 of us. We all did even together and even in smaller groups but no one ever got FOMO. My gf wasn’t the biggest fan of one of the girls but they got along for the most part. One night at a house party the whole group was there and the girl my gf didn’t like (Alana) had walked in on my finishing up in the bathroom and apologized and asked how things with my gf were going. We talked for a few min outside the bathroom and before I left to go grab another drink Alana grabbed my dick and said “just once..”. And I folded instantly. The rest is history. We would sneak around a fuck for 3 years and sext on Snapchat all the time.

During this time I had met a girl I had class with ( Sara ) and although we only sexted it was always consistent and she loved the fact I had a girlfriend. She would sometimes spam my phone only when I was on a date night just to see if I would A. Get caught or B. Sneak away to play. She loved showing off but once SHE got a bf it was a ghost town

Then there was my on again off again side girl and my first high school gf I kept in contact with (meg) who would always be down to fool around when we were home on school breaks since we went to schools on opposite sides of the country.

After we all graduated Alana moved away as did I and it just kinda died out. Sara had been dating the last year of college and was always hit or miss and meg moved to her college town on the coast and never really saw her again.

It was the best time of my life and I’m hoping to find another Alana/ Sara/Meg soon as I get closer and closer to my wedding. I know it’s fucked up but ever since those early days of dating my soon to be wife I have craved cheating. The rush, the risk, the energy it’s just too hot not to chase