I have been with my now fiance (proposed 1 month ago), for 2 years. Our relationship is going along great, except that I have a massive urge to cheat, and have always had a breeding kink.

I came across a 39f year old female through the internet in the first months of going out with my then girlfriend (now fiance).

This 39f was telling me how she was really desperate to get pregnant, as she wanted to be a mother and, that her fertility window was shortening. She hadn't managed to find a good long term partner.

I proposed to her that I would help her out naturally, but that the only major caveat being that she would have to raise the child as a solo mother, and have minimal contact with me. She was so keen to do this because it would fulfill her life's greatest wish to be a mother. All this time I didn't tell her I had a partner that I was in a 'committed relationship with'.

So for a few days each month around her fertile window, we would meet up at her place (usually when my partner was working and I had the day off), and have minimal small talk before I would go into her room with her and fuck her raw and breed her.

This 39f, had exceptionally large breasts and a short petite figure. Each time I would breed her I would think about how I was cheating on my partner, and how this lady had no idea I was also in a relationship (and also how I was seeing various other women on the go aswell). She was fully into the sex aswell, we would passionately kiss and cuddle, and I would unload my cum deep inside her. She would do this thing after the sex where she would stay laying down, elevate her pelvis under a pillow, so that my cum would stay in her and hopefully find one of her eggs. After I pumped my load, I would get clothed and leave.

Fast forward a bit, she became pregnant and our child (my daughter), is now over 1 year old! She would send me updates throughout this time, and many times appreciative messages about how I helped her fulfill her dream. I have also met our daughter, because this lady obviously subsequently wanted a sibling for her daughter, and so we have just been breeding again for about 4 months. Now she's pregnant again with our second.

Nothing more liberating than knowing I've cheated and knocked up a side chick.

Would you ever consider doing something like this? Or would you worry about getting caught/ being told to pay child support etc.?

Anyone around in Auckland, NZ, feel free to make contact!