I honestly never thought it'd be this difficult to find a man that would jump at the opportunity to cheat and fuck other women (either while making the women think its behind my back, sneakily in the same house/room as me, boldly making sure I walk in on them while they continue fucking, or a mixture of all the above) Even if those scenarios don't interest them, you'd think a guy would enjoy being able to fuck who/when/where ever they felt like it while knowing they not only have their girlfriends blessing, but their girlfriend actually encourages it. While I've definitely hooked up with women in the past, it didn't turn me on enough to be interested in a full on cuckquean situation and enjoy the taboo/wrongness of them cheating way more . Personally, I just get SO turned on from hearing/seeing the pure ecstasy and pleasure they're feeling with more attractive women or ones that are far better in bed. It's so difficult trying to explain to a boyfriend that I get pleasure by seeing/hearing/knowing their needs are being completely satisfied with more attractive women. I'm not unattractive by any means and don't want them to leave me for someone better, I just want them to tease and drive me wild while telling me how much better other women are while giving me the sloppy seconds when they me senseless afterwards. *Sigh* Whenever I bring up my kink, I either get told it seems like a trap/too good to be true OR told that I'm the only one they want to be with (which is sweet if that's what you're into, but I'm not) I've at least been lucky and the three "serious" relationships I've been in all turned out to be with serial cheaters that tried their best not to get caught throughout the entire relationship.. but haven't had any luck finding a man as excited as I am for them to not only take full advantage of being able to sleep with other women as often as they want, but knowing that them doing so will only continue to improve, strengthen, and make our own sex life be absolutely amazing.

If you made it this far, thank you for coming to my sexually frustrated TedTalk.

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TLDR; I just want to be with a man who would enjoy fucking other women while also improving our own sex lives, without ending up either feeling guilty for doing so or eventually catching feelings for and wanting to be with any of the women they've been sleeping with.